how come when ur startin to love life it all just comes crashing dwn on you :(
life sucks right now...

F.M.D...

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME HOLIDAYS! COME AGAIN TOMORROW AND STAY FOREVER YE?? :D
why!!? why does skool hav to be tmro for...wat hapnd to like the 2 weeks we had?? please come back :'(
well today was the last day of the holidays...as you can tell from the intro LOL
woke up around 11 well 10:59am to be exact LOL but yea i got up and then watched some tv and then made pancakes where 2 out of around 10 turned out perfect shape and colour n the other...dont ask HAHAHA
       but they still all tasted like pancakes :D

ohkay so anyways ate pancakes, watched tv, tv, tv, tv, tv, more tv for a few hours and then i went on the computer and then i washed the dishes and then dad came home n then mum came home n then apparently its there anniversary so then yea :D i convinced them that we shuld all go out to dinner n YAY they wer convinced :D
last night out n nicely dressed up n then ye :D food was nice, drink was nice, couldnt stop laughin the whole night etcetc...more stuff hapnd but i shall not say :D

anyways now im home mums yelling at me to get off the comp and go bed cause i hav skool tmro so yea
kill me now  before tmro comes :(

THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. <3 mwa

BBQ :)

hi there =D
it is currently 12:50am so good morning to you all :)
...
ok sorry i keep going back and forth to fb and msn but im back here until someone starts talking LOL but anyways ima finish this first
ohkay so hii :D
today i played my soccer game which was a pretty awesome game and ye :D we drew 1-1 ... our score was meant to be higher but then i kept missing the goals :/ *cough around 5 or more coughcough* (clears throat) sorr i had something in my throat...anyways wat was i saying :D oh yes anyways continueing :D
after soccer i came home and realised i had only 2 hours to get ready for the BBQ i was going tonight...but i spent like 1 and a half hours trying to find out if my friend was coming and if he wanted a lift and all that but then yea.... oh well
we went to BBQ and it was aaaaaaaaaaaaawkward coz we only knew like 1 person there good and a few others but we dnt really tlk to them ... anyways me being a erally shy person i didnt really know how to start convo...like i have no idea how to start small talk with someone and like yea...so i was jus following my friend around
but nearing the end it started gettin alright and funny LOL so ye it was good :D
oh and also we watched another horror movie D: i had my eyes closed on all the scary parts to ye it was all good :D LOOL the movie was the one with the elevator and OMFG im not gna b goin into a elevator for a while ehehehe :D done deal!
anyways thats all im gna say coz i keep gettin distracted from fb n msn LOL

THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. mwa <3

haircut :D

today i had to wake up at 7:30 so i can get ready for my haircut.
why so early? ur probably asking...well here it goes.
last night my mum booked an appointment for her and my grandma so they can colour, blowdry or perm their hair. but anyways..after she booked the appointment my mum asks me
"do you need a haircut?" and i didnt even get a chance to answer when my dads buds in n says
"yes she does..she keeps telling me" so then i jus nodded and agreed because i actually wanted one LOL my hair was like dry at the bottom with lots of split ends but yeah...ITS ALL GONE NOW =D
ok so back to the story
anyways...since my dad made my choice for me my mum was like to me
"well, you gotta wake up at 7:30 tmro because we are the first on the list since they have no one there" and my face just dropped....
7:30 IN THE MORNING !! ON THE HOLIDAYS !! SERIOUSLY !! please tell me youre joking I BEG YOU!
LOOL ok well i didnt say that to her face but what i really said was
"ooooooohkaaaaaaay . . .so early." and then she kept talking and talking and i just sat there thinking bout how im going to wake up but then yeah.... ANYWAYS!!
I GOT MY HAIR CUT AND I GOT SOME LAYERS AND THEN I GOT IT BLOWDRIED AND THEN I LIKE IT =D
ok im done:)

THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. mwa <3

friday..

my boring day today:
-woke up at like 12something (i didn't even go bed late last night from the massive headache i had...i went bed at like 10:30pm :S pretty weird sleeping in that long but it was a nice sleep:] )
-ate breakfast around 1
-sat on the couch
-changed
-fixed room
-ate a snack
-went on the computer
-got told off...got off the computer
-sat in sisters room
-talked/jumped around
-ate dinner
-packed table
-chocolate
-shower
-watched footy (only first half coz i found out the score and we lost..shame on them lool) oh well :)
-computer
-still computer
-computer for a while now :)

so yeah, that's my day for you :) i got nothing to blog much today didn't do much :/ i was meant to go movies today and watch transformers but they had to go somewhere with the family so ye i didn't mind, i got my sleep from my big headache :)

tomorrow im getting a haircut...they are gonna cut so much off coz my hair is like dry at the ends but then yeah :/ oh well at least it will be healthy again :D woo lool hahaha
anyways im off now gonna go watch the seconds tranformers on dvd cause no ones online and yeah

THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. mwa <3

off to bed now

its exactly 2:00am in the morning and i'm still up on the computer but i am now going to bed cause my eyes are tired and ye i want to sleep LOL
anyways life is changing so fast right now ... so much is going on and its becoming complicated and stressing at the same time :( at first i had my thoughts and mind and opinions going straight and strong but now i just don't know...i don't know anymore and its killing me :(

anyways there's more to this then i have now but im too tired to continue..sorry bootifulls
tomorrow i'm going movies and we have to be there at 12 ... idk how im going to wake up and walk there but i'll manage :D its nice to walk...gets your mind off things especially if you have music in your ears :)
SHAY IF YOUR READING THIS REPLY TO THE MESSAGE ON YOUR PHONE :D i wanna know if your going tomorrow :D LOL

have a nice night everyone
sweet dreams, tc
.xxx. mwa <3

i have no pictures on my blog...hmm maybe i need to start adding some so it can make it stand out more or yeah, idk i shall add some soon hopefully if i remember .xxx.mwa

that is all i wanted to say LOL but seriously i needa add pictures to my texts .. :D

freezing my ass off...

right now i am freezing my ass off....................the title clearly says it :D times going by so quickly now because im not looking forward for tonight as i have to go and play a 1 hour soccer game which is ok...well at least its like 30mins shorter then our normal length games. anyways but our coach wants us to play just a game against our own team which means splitting the team in half which isn't always that fun because first of all its freezing! second of all no ones bothered to play since we can't move from the coldness and third of all....i can't think of a third one right now so YEAH those two reasons :D LOL

yesterday we had an outing to the city with the school group and it was fun :) i had fun...getting home was kinda neh but ye oh well it was fun, cause i got to go away from home for a few hours so i didn't mind :D i ended up buying nail polish and giving $1 to charity which came along with a purple surfer kinda bracelet which has a gold cross hanging off it :D its pretty :$ anyways so that was breifing of the outing :D we walked, ate, walked walked walked, ate, bought stuff, laughed, walked, sat, ran around, ran away from someones fart, karaoke, eat, chew LOL etc.. it was a fun day :) enjoyed being away from home for a few hours as i said before...but im just gonna type it again :D

anyways...today woke up around 11 didn't get out of bed till 12ish LOL oh well its holidays what do you expect HAHA :P didin't do anything today which is sad because its the last week of the holidays and this week is nearly friken OVER!! D: D: D:NOOOO :( i don't want it to end...i havnt really done much these holidays at all which totally sucks and i hate it because i was looking forward to these holidays thinking that im gonna be going out every single day but ... FAIL :(

ok so i woke up, ate, watched tv, washed the dishes (forced to by dad), fixed my bed/room, and now im on the computer :D YAY LOL i also painted my nails with the new nail polish i bought yesterday :D its a pretty colour, its like neutral colour (thexy brown) LOL but yea i wish i had longer nails...i have the worst habbit ever...picking my nails D: its annoying but i can't stop :/  sucks big time! but ye still look alright :) 
but soon ill be gettin off the computer ready to go play a FREEZING AND UNMOTIVATIONAL (new word :P LOL) game of soccer which im so not bothered to play....im freezing already so i guess that game has started LOL get it get it ;) LOL jokes im so bored im just typing whatever my brain is telling my fingers to type...this is sorta a really long blog so im just gonna end it there :)

ill prob make another one tonight depends how i feel and if i end up coming back on the computer :D
anyways...thanks to whoever was bothered to read this... sorry bout the longness of this blog :D
THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. <3 mwa

why can't i just tell you!
why can't i just tell you the
truth instead of lieing to you..
i guess im scared of what you
would think/say to me..me
after i tell you the truth!
maybe i just have to wait
maybe i just have to wait for
time to do all the work like
how everything is supposed
to be and turn out...over time...
or maybe i should just say it
...maybe...
i dont know :(

SISTER DAY!

hii everyone :D today me and my sister were left home alone with no parents or brother is the house! we had it to ourselves!! wooo!! so we decided to jus hav a SISTER DAY! :D well thats how we both phrased today as LOL
ohkay so wen we were both awake we sat on the couch for most of the day and watched Friends :) this took up a few hours LOL and then after that we got hungry so we made...
MACARONI CHEESE!! YUUUM!!
after that, since watching Friends took up most of our day, our dad came home while we were cooking Macaroni Cheese and ye...but then he was in n out of the house doing his work and all that so we still called it SISTER DAY! evn though our dad came home...oh well (no one saw him*winkwinknudgenudgecoughcough*) LOOL :D
after we ate we decided to make some dessert which was yummy and only took like 30mins :D woo! and this is how they turned out...look below vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv :)

ohkay well ...this stupid computer wont let me upload them so ye....ill just describe them to you :D

puff pastry <--base
thickened cream with white and dark chocolate cut up in it (mixed together so it was thick and fluffy)<---the middle sectionn
puff pastry with iceing sugar sprinkled on top<--top

i wuld add a picture but then its not letting me... ill add one tmro if i remembr and then ye :D
BUT ANYWAYS today was an awesome SISTER DAY! and we had fun and the food tasted nice and now we are just chillaxing and ye :D

hope you all had a good day
THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. <3 mwa

IT'S A HORROR MOVIE RIGHT THERE ON MY TV! D: AAAAH!

4/7/2011
EEY;D
IM BACK! FINALLY! it has been 2-3 days since i have been on the computer for more then 10mins because of the stupid headaches that i have had for the past few days :( i have no idea where they came from but all i know is that i hate them! LOL
ohkay so yesterday i went out with friends and we went to Chokolatta and after that we went and bought some movies and chips to watch n eat at her house which was fun :D
also, one of the movies we bought was a HORROR movie and O.M.F.G i was paniking and freaking out from when we started walking back to my friends house D: i was going to watch my FIRST EVER HORROR MOVIE!!! D: AAAAAAAAAAH!! it was called.................SHUTTER! AAAAH!! D:
after watching a funny movie we decided to put the horror one on and i started covering my eyes already before they even clicked play... lool i was so freaked out
i can't believe i am alive right now D: i was so scared, and freaked out, and shocked, and like omg there's no proper word that can describe how i felt
we were all screeeaming and screeeaming and hiding our eyes and omg... so scary!!


but thats enough bout that moment :) i dnt wna write a whole story jus about my first time watching a horror movie but as you can tell i was really really really freaked out and ye :)

ill be blogging again soon :)
THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. <3 mwa

NEW BACKGROUND, FONT, COLOURS, etc...

GOODMORNING EVERYONE!

i seriously cant believe that im awake this early during the holidays ... :/ well actually i have been awake since 8:30am... now thats early.
first of all, i woke up early because i kept sneezing and sneezeing :( i must be catching a cold which is sad because its the start of the holidays and no one wants to be sick on the holidays.
second of all, i woke up because next door they must be fixing their backyard or something because all you can hear is...
BANG! BANG! SMASH! CRUMBLE! BANG!
very calming aye?? *sarcasm* (<--just incase you thought it was actually calming) LOL
and last but not least, today im going out with friends and i basically have no money :/ so i woke up early because i had to be awake before my mum left the house to go work so i can ask her for some money since i didnt see any on my desk. So i get out of bed hearing all these reasons at one like this
BANG! SNEEZE! *walk*...BANG! SNEEZE! *walk*...etc.
i get to my mums room because i noticed her door was closed so i went there and i see her peacefully sleeping in her bed...not even gettin ready for work :/ so then i was like to myself in my head OHMYFCKINGGOSH! SHES SLEEPING!! but yeah anyways LOL at least im awake and have a few hours to think of what im going to wear ehehe

okay so thats my morning for you :) im not going to have some yooomy breakfast and maybe turn on the tv or stay on the computer :D idk but yeah...we shall see ;)

OH YEAH! I HAVNT EVN TLKED ABOUT THE TITLE!! :O
ohkay so like since i woke up early this morning i decided to change my blogs background and fonts and colours and all that stuff because its the
FIRST DAY OF THE HOLIDAYS!! NO SKOOL FOR 2 WHOLE WEEKS!! OH YEAH UH HUUH OH YEAH WOOHOO!!
and yeah :D i hope you like it :) sorry bout the middle finger pointing in the picture but like it looks cool i love this photo :) i found it on weheartit. ehehehe <3 and yeah i thought "im going to use this one" i was going to use another one but i couldnt find it unfortunately :( but i shall find it soon...during theses holidays :) but not today coz i aint bothered kinda LOL

this is the whole picture for my blog background :D isnt it cool? i love it and yeah! :D its cool and shes pretty ! lucky one.

ANYWAYS, have a good start of the holidays everyone and have a nice, PEACEFUL, morning without bangs, sneezes and more bangs which they are still going with... :/ oh well im completly wide awake now...THANKYOU NEIGHBOURS *sarcasm* but yea LOL

THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. mwa <3

guess what im eating...

GIVE ME A I,
GIVE ME A C,
GIVE ME A E,
GIVE ME A C,
GIVE ME A R,
GIVE ME A E,
GIVE ME A A,
GIVE ME A M...

what does it spell??!! .....

FCKING ICECREEAM!!!

LOL :D

(excuse my french :$)

ohkay well ...

THAT IS ALL!!

.xxx. <3 mwa

first day of the holidays

WASABI! LOL jk :) hii bootifuls
today is the first day of the holidays!! :D well its really just the weekend but oh well...IM COUNTING IT! :D LOL
ohkay but anyways :D today was a cleaning day unfortunately..wat a way to start the day off but oh well i had my sleep in and then cleaned my room FINALLY it is spotless kinda in a way! WOO! ahaha and then after my room i washed my birds cage and then dusted and swiffed the whole friken house by myself :/ no help at all...:( oh well, as long as i got it over and done with LOL after cleaning i ate and ate and ate and bludged and danced and ate and yeah...pretty much ate most of the time LOL hehe :$
after that when it started getting darkish, my sister had to make dinner but we ended up convincing my dad if we could all go out to Brighton and eat :D WOO!
it was yooomy and i liked it and yeah :) anyways ima stop now coz yeah ehehe :D

THAT IS ALL! muahaha
.xxx. <3 mwa

2:29am

ohkay so right now its 2:29am and i am like still awake amazingly but not at the same time coz im more of a night person then day time person :D im more awake at night as its all quiet in the house and everyones sleeping and yea :) got the computer to myself and i can do anything without anyone bugging me or without any noises annoying me and yeah, its pretty coool
but ye i sorta lost track while doing this blog...
its now 2:35am ahahaha i started talking on msn and yeah :D oh well
im dead tired right now...i can finally sleep in since the...

HOLIDAYS HAVE FINALLY COME!! WEOOWEOO!!i am so happy that they have finally came! 2 weeks of friken relaxation and chilling and hanging out with friends, family, myself and the computer/tv ;) LOOL hahahaha but yeah

so anyways ima blog more tomorrow after i clean my room and make it spotless for the start of the holidays and then i gota clean the house and my birds cage and my fish's bowl :D i still havnt thought of a name for my fish but the guy that gave it to me said its name is Niko which is also the start of my brothers name LOL ahahah but ye..it is also they guys name that gave it to me which happens to be my brothers friends...confusing or what? LOL jokes it makes sense to me but sorry if it doesnt for you
anyways im sorry if any of this doesnt make sense since its likie 2:39am in the morning and im jus typing watever comes to mind since my brain isnt working properly LOL

ohkay so ima jus stop typing now even though it feels good LOL don't you have those feelings where it feels so good to just keep typing with proper grammer and all that like you just don't want to stop and all that and yeah! thats the feeling i have now but i have to stop to get some "beauty" sleep which i need alot of since i aint that pretty LOL ahahaha yeah ohkay im gna go now :)

talk to you all later! thankyou to the people who are actually reading this you are bothered people and i love you! LOOL have a good night everyone and i can actually say have a good morning since its past 12 LOL
so the time right now is 2:41am and im signing out :D thankyou ehehe <3

THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. <3 mwa

school..

this week is going so SLOW!


ohkay so today is the 2nd last day of school until the holidays and its going so friken SLOOW! like seriously omg
today school went so slow. like during 2nd period i thought it was 3rd but it wasnt it was only 2nd and it killed me i did the biggest sigh ever. plus we were watching that ALIVE movie which was disgusting but had a happy ending YAY ! :D
but this day wasn't that bad because it was a bludge except for last period when our teacher walks in with his math textbook and tells us that we are actually going to be doing work on the last math lesson until the holidays come.
after school i went to the shops and bought a cookies and cream ice chocolate which was yuum! covered it in caramel but the thing that caught my eye was the badge that the girl was wearing who was making my drink. it said " WORK EXPERIENCE"
WOO FINALLY I FOUND A PLACE THAT DOES WORK EXPERIENCE IN THE SHOPS!! WOO! i got so excited that it just lifted my hopes up but now...i have been so tired im also getting a headache right now and its somehow stopping me from doing my work but like at the same time (being honest) im never bothrd to do my work ahahaha my bad but tnight i need to start this booklet thingy mabob... LOL but yeah
again im not bothrd to type anymore, i know i know im a very lazy person but hey, everyone gets there lazy times..it just somehow always happens to me LOL :D
have a good night to whoever is reading this :)


THAT IS ALL!
<3.xxx. mwa

ok so this is me before i was going to the movies :D i just wanted to put this up cause im so bored right now n i dnt hav any photos on my blog n yea :D mwaa
.xxx. <3

getting back into the blog groove :)

hey beautifuls :)
 how are you all today?
im so tired right now...its like someone jus knocked me out n im going into sum deep sleep or somthing :/ but ye i gota push through it coz of stupid histo-fckin-ry (history) :( 


excuse my french :)

but anyways..today was ok i guess but not the best. we had the worst subjects today except for last period.
first period- careers- teacher full wants us to noe wat we wna be wen we grow up its like 'cam down miss! WE ARE ONLY 15! ...dont rush me...gosh!'  and ye :)
second period- maths- OUR ROOM WAS FREEZING!! n i hate math..thats all i gota say
third period- history- this lesson was a BLUDGE! :D which was a first. we wer ment to b working on our essay that is due in like 2days but u noe wen the teachr says 'girls u can either do this or this' we jus do our own thing LOL sorry miss :P ...not muahaha
last period- PASS- BLUDGE! didnt do anything except muckin around on our laptops :)


after schooool i walked to st effies to giv my friend her ID card back :) n then ther was more to that but im not bothrd typing :L
but ye now im jus trying to somehow get myself to start my history essay notes but idk im not in the mood like evry other night LOL

THAT IS ALL :P
.xxx. <3

long time no post aye :D

long time no post if the first thing i have to say :D
i havnt blogged in aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages & im so sorry ehehehe :$

ok so im not really bothrd to type up evrything that has hapnd since the last time i blogged but yea ill jus write stuff that hapnd today :D
i didnt evn up going to bed till like 1:30am last night :D ehehe my friend n i wer both so bored so we were jus txtin through fb inbox :D LOL silly us we dnt evn realise how bad it is to wake up especially if u hav to wake up at 7 :/
woke up at 7ish 8ish n had to get ready for church. it was so PACKED! had to stand at the back of the church standin for like 1hour... but ye oh well
aftr church wen to my aunties house for some lunch (breakfast for me) :D ehehehe it was yum n filling
then we came home n im still home now :)
my hair is wet but im nice & warm because my heatrs on high in all the rooms n lounge rooms :D
im hoping to somehow straighten my hair coz idk im bothrd atm but idk how to straighten my hair with the blowdryer :/ hmm.. but ye :D

thats all for the night my fingers are tired :$
.xxx. <3 

my awesome come back to blogging

EEY ;D
im eating icecream!

THAT IS ALL!
.xxx. <3

p.s: u like it christina? ehehe its the BOMB!